My Naughty Diary (16 September 2022)

16-09-2022

I chatted with a man last night, he got angry about his ex and it was obvious he was angry, his anger made me feel so weak and helpless, I just became so horny that I could hardly think, the only other time that has happened was with my Goddess teasing me, I love being so horny I can't think, only a toy for men and women to play with. I was such a good girl that I didn't even cum last night, I slept the whole night in my mothers panties, this morning I was so horny that I came. After coming I always lose my horniness and take of what I am wearing (my slutty outfit or panties), partly because I don't want cum on them to keep them clean and the other part is because I am ashamed of myself, that only last for about 30 minutes before my horniness starts coming back.

In my lunch break I put on both pairs of my mothers panties and my red crotchless thong and while cheetah print panties. So right now I am wearing 4 pairs of panties, edging like a good girl. After work I need to start packing because I am going to play Airsoft with my friends tomorrow (I know a slut like me shouldn't do such a thing but being around all the manly men is such a turn on). I hope to be able to speak with my Goddess tonight and get approval to wear panties tomorrow while playing. I am worrying about my Goddess, we haven't spoken in a while and I miss her, I hope everything is going well with her, I really love her and miss her.